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I know cal kingsnakes aren’t huge climbers but when Cisco gets in the mood hes all over the place including wrapped around the thermometer and all the way across the lid. I just think hes trowing a temper tantrum and not using his new things because I finally threw away his favorite hidey hole. I put a paper towel roll in there for him ages ago and I recently had to cut it so he could get in and out of it easier because I was afraid he would get a paper cut or something and then he pooped in it so I tossed it. Also, while I was looking all these possibility’s as to what was going on; I found out that hes at a really good size for his age and that hes actually really well behaved! In January when we go back to Repticon I and going to stock up on some frozen hoppers to last for a while. He just graduated up to fuzzies but he’s going at them like a champ. I’m ready for him to beef up so we can use the giant 75gal tank we got him! I’m just a proud little snake momma right now.
But hes coming by to see me at work a little after lunch before he heads home to get everything checked over on his car. I think I got him all packed up this morning and I got him some goodies to take with him at walmart so hopefully everything will go smoothly and these next days will fly by. I dont want to be clingy or whiney but I’m going to miss him.
Why is today going by so slow? And why did I think it would be a good idea to put the cube steak back in the freezer? I’m just full of unanswered questions.
Time just isnt going by quick enough. I’m in the hole and I’m sleepy and I just want to go home and snuggle my dogs until Cody gets home and then we can all snuggle.
I’m going to make pumpkin pie tomorrow, so thats cool.
Daddy brought me lunch and hung out with me for a little while. He’s been sick so he didn’t come on Monday like usual. My mom found out he was coming today and that I was bringing Sid and now shes going to stop by on her way home from work… I would be ok if I never had to speak to her again! UGH! I’m sure shes going to lecture me and bitch to me about the horses and hay and blah blah blah. I have the money to go get hay in my purse right now, it’s even labeled ‘hay money’ but dad has to get the truck inspected before we can go pick it up… I just really don’t want her or anywhere near me.
Thinking about it makes my stomach hurt.
don’t get me wrong, but my cousin(owner of the business I work at) is the kind of person who pretends to be a ‘people person’ to get where/what she wants. Sometimes that leads me to to being pressured into or told to do a lot of things I don’t want or feel is right to do. I hate sucking up to people to gain something, I hate manipulating people into thinking I’m something I’m not and I hate being put into that position by her. I’m have an introverted personality and I like living a life that makes me happy at the end of the day, I don’t want my sucking up/lying/acting stupid to pay my bills; I want to just do my job like everyone else and not worry about all that. I honestly didn’t know that people could be this fake before I started working here, and now I’m a part of that and it makes my skin crawl. It sucks that to pay the bills I’m selling out a piece of my fucking soul.
I’m also not comfortable with bearing my soul like this to many people so I hope no one reads my blog that I know in real life, other than those that I know about already. I don’t want this coming back to haunt me.
I was baking dinner and a dessert and it was really warm in the house so I opened the door. Sid didn’t give 2 shits about the door being open, Knarr sat in the door way crying but wouldn’t go outside, and Midas walked out side and sat on the porch and just hung out. He didn’t dare go off the porch, he sat out there for like 1 hour too. I was just so proud of him for being a good boy and not running off! My furry babes are my world and I love them all and I’m so proud that we raised smart, intelligent, respectful dogs.
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I know I use this as my outlet to bitch a lot and sometimes it’s about Cody butttttt let me tell you about how insanely sweet and amazing he is for just a minute!!!
We just recently signed up for online banking with the cu we have my car loan through and Cody’s name is the only one on the account so he actually had to go to the branch and set it up, I logged in just now to make sure I had all the correct info so I can pay the bill in the morning and it asked me a security question:
‘What is the town in which you got married?’
Like he actually picked out this question and everything and we havent even gotten married yet!?!?!!? I feel so special and loved and excited about the wedding all over again because I know hes thinking about it too and I just Ahhhh. Anyways my man is wonderful and I’m lucky, and hes kinda lucky too cause once again his cars broke down and I’m a little ill with the situation…. well lets be honest, I was ill with the situation but now I basically dont care about anything but the fact that in one year I will be marrying the only person who has ever made me feel at home.
which is awesome. Last night was the perfect anniversary, we didn’t do much but go out to eat but it was a calm, peaceful, cold(outside) night and I was just happy to sit on the couch, watch tv and watch the boys rough house like crazy!
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